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New Album in the Making

Is beauty really only skin deep?

Well, I suppose it is for some people.  Ergo the common statement that is actually a warning about people whose good looks don’t match their heart.

However, I’d like to submit a crazy idea.  Let’s suppose for just a moment that beauty isn’t supposed to be like a thin, cheap sweater that barely keeps off the cold.  Let’s imagine that maybe, just possibly, it is supposed to be a deep, vibrant, bubbling flow of life that originates at our core?  That every time you peel back another layer you will simply find more of the same?  

In fact, while I am at it, I might as well go after another cultural norm. What if beauty is not always in a nice place?  What if its surroundings are downright ugly?

Sometimes that’s when we most need to find beauty.

God used a lot of beauty in the world He made, like an artist.  But I think too often we sell it short by believing that it can only be found in nice places or even worse, that it exists outside of us, on the surface.  

It is a facet of the nature of our God.  It is a flavor of life that can flow from within us, strengthening our own spirits as well as transforming the world.  Really, just think about it.  Dark, dirty, and sin-stained is the world around us.  True beauty is hard to find, and for some, their hearts are so clouded by pain they can hardly see it anyway. 

But what if YOU were different?

 Imagine. 

Over the next few weeks I am going to be working on the first set of a three-part series on beauty.  This topic flows from a very deep place within me, and I am really looking forward to the process of articulating what God has put inside my heart.  I fully anticipate that I will be changed in the process. 

I would be most grateful for your prayers, as you feel led.  I have set aside Sundays as the primary time to work on the blessings.

Real to the core

It seems like sometimes the best way to appreciate God is to see something that is the opposite of Who He is.  Or at least, it works that way for me.   Everything inside me says “thank GOODNESS you aren’t like that!  Boy, am I even more grateful for who you ARE.”

Well, I recently had some of those glaring opposites happen to me.  In the last couple of weeks I have had several occasions of coming across someone who was pretty obviously NOT the same on the inside as they were on the outside.  I’ll bet you’ve run across a few of those in your life.  Sometimes they are really obvious, and the dissonance between the “real” them and their projected self is like fingers on a chalkboard.  Sometimes it can be just plain hurtful.  You know, you have the kinds that give you sugary smiles while they stab you in the back.  One of the people I came across was startling and sad.  She had some significant trauma in life and the joy she wore was nothing more than a mask.  I wasn’t fooled. 

I have never particularly liked it when people have felt “fake” to me, but it was a little odd to have a run of them all at once.  I think that God wanted to make a point of differentiating Himself in this way.  In the process, I realized that being real (true to His design!) REALLY matters to me.

So, I thought about and savored all the ways in which God is most decidedly NOT fake.  We may not understand Him – in fact, most of the time we don’t – but He will be true to His core a million times out of a million.  You could peel back all the layers of His character, all the facets of Who He is and you will always find that they line up.  Nothing is out of place.  He doesn’t wear classy clothes and drive a Mercedes to cover up His lack of legitimacy.  He doesn’t beat the air with useless words, trying to please everyone and saying nothing at all.  He doesn’t wear masks.  He doesn’t smile while He betrays you.  He is REAL TO THE CORE. 

I like that.  I really, really like that about Him.

Ok … before I even start on this one, I need to forewarn three-quarters of all the women in America that this is a glory story about someone being able to GAIN weight, not lose it.  Believe it or not, there are a few comparatively lucky souls in the world who have to work to keep it on, not get it off.  And they don’t get much sympathy, I’m afraid.

This is someone I know who had really hated the fact that they had been TOO skinny and angular most of their life, and no matter how many protein shakes they drank, they could never round out those angles with any noticable success.  Finally, they gave up on it entirely and figured that it was just their lot in life and that was that.  They did not even suspect that God had something else in mind. 

Through a completely unrelated event, this person went through a significant deliverance process that reached deep inside to some core lies and fears they had resulting from some trauma in her life.  The deliverance really took and they knew some significant changes happened.  Still they had no idea that it could be related to their ongoing frustration with weight.

But God was up to something! 

First He got her to a house with a scale, since she didn’t own one.  Just for kicks, she hopped on.  AND WHAT???  No way.  FIVE POUNDS?  She had wondered if her clothes were fitting better than usual, but brushed it off.  Now, what to make of this?  So, God got her on another scale at a different house and the same thing again. 

It was undeniable.  She was gaining weight … for the first time in years.

Unbeknownst to her, the deliverance that God had taken her through had released a core truth that rendered a protection mechanism no longer necessary.  Being a woman had been dangerous for her, based on the experiences of her life.  And the protection she had adopted was that angles were safer than curves.  No amount of high fat diets or protein shakes were going to fix something that wasn’t purely biological.  God knew she needed this piece, and He was simply waiting for the right time.

This story touches me because it so illustrates God’s intimate knowledge of us.  This woman had tried everything she knew to do, and had given up.  She HAD gone through hours of inner healing and deliverance already, but had not found the key to this issue.  But God was not confused.  He knew exactly what needed to be done and how to do it.  He knew when would be the right time for her to have this freedom and for her body to be the way GOD designed it to be. 

God cares.  I am sure that she doesn’t know yet how this will fit into the grand strategy of her life, but God knew that things weren’t right inside of her.  He desires us to be whole and healthy, for each of us to be a beautiful expression of His creativity.  I joyously celebrate the personal God we serve, His unwavering care and wisdom, and His infallible timing. 

And I hope you will join me in celebrating Him!

A High Honor

I consider myself richly blessed and highly honored to have someone like Arthur Burk giving me an introduction to the business world.  And it is very much true that I wouldn’t be where I am if it weren’t for Plumbline Ministries.

My official business launch was yesterday – after many hours and days of preparation! – and it was kicked off by a newsletter sent out by Plumbline Ministries.  He was very honoring of me and the process of my getting here and a great deal of that honor goes back to him.

I am really excited to see what God has in store for this new season.  I have also been overwhelmed and delighted by the number of people who have written in to encourage and bless me in this new venture.  Thank you!  Your words and heart have meant a lot.  I am so privileged to have this kind of community.

I will have to say, though … yesterday was quite emotionally intense!  I came home from work feeling a bit like a limp rag.  Even today I am pretty exhausted.  I think there has been a huge emotional build-up, even more than I realized. 

Thank you again, everyone for your prayers and your support.

Onward and upward!

Dedication Weekend

IT’S DONE!!!

The album is recorded, edited, CDs printed and album covers printed and … and … gosh!  This is exciting!

So, this weekend is a very important weekend, nearly as important as the recording itself.  This is the weekend that I dedicate the album to God and pray for His purposes to be accomplish through this message in whatever way He pleases.  For this dedication party I am taking the album up to one of my favorite spots in California – King’s Canyon.  It is a magnificent piece of Mercy land, filled with Sequoias.  I still remember the first time I was there and met those gentle giants.  I had wanted to see the redwoods since I was a kid and the first time I was there, I cried like I was seeing old friends.

ANYWAY …

There is a nice lodge in the park and I am going to hole up there for a day and pray and bless the album and let Father lead me however He chooses.  Oh, and I am going to bring lots of warm clothes.  It is California, but it’s also the mountains.  It gets a tad chilly up there this time of year.

And then next week we go live!!!