It seems like sometimes the best way to appreciate God is to see something that is the opposite of Who He is. Or at least, it works that way for me. Everything inside me says “thank GOODNESS you aren’t like that! Boy, am I even more grateful for who you ARE.”
Well, I recently had some of those glaring opposites happen to me. In the last couple of weeks I have had several occasions of coming across someone who was pretty obviously NOT the same on the inside as they were on the outside. I’ll bet you’ve run across a few of those in your life. Sometimes they are really obvious, and the dissonance between the “real” them and their projected self is like fingers on a chalkboard. Sometimes it can be just plain hurtful. You know, you have the kinds that give you sugary smiles while they stab you in the back. One of the people I came across was startling and sad. She had some significant trauma in life and the joy she wore was nothing more than a mask. I wasn’t fooled.
I have never particularly liked it when people have felt “fake” to me, but it was a little odd to have a run of them all at once. I think that God wanted to make a point of differentiating Himself in this way. In the process, I realized that being real (true to His design!) REALLY matters to me.
So, I thought about and savored all the ways in which God is most decidedly NOT fake. We may not understand Him – in fact, most of the time we don’t – but He will be true to His core a million times out of a million. You could peel back all the layers of His character, all the facets of Who He is and you will always find that they line up. Nothing is out of place. He doesn’t wear classy clothes and drive a Mercedes to cover up His lack of legitimacy. He doesn’t beat the air with useless words, trying to please everyone and saying nothing at all. He doesn’t wear masks. He doesn’t smile while He betrays you. He is REAL TO THE CORE.
I like that. I really, really like that about Him.
Great insight. When we turn our anger at the things that are wrong in this world into a focus on what is right, it usually takes us back to God and a deeper appreciation for who He is.
Megan,thats a good way to not focus on the person , and be annoyed with them…instead turning our focus to God. Good observation!